I don’t know
If you know this,
But I read somewhere
It takes 7 years
For all the cells in
Your body
To regenerate.
I don’t know how
Scientifically true
That is,
But it makes for great poetry,
Doesn’t it?
We’ve been seeing each other
For 21 years now.
Do you notice
How I say
“Seeing each other”?
Do you notice
I don’t say
“Knowing each other”?
Or “loving each other”?
You probably
Didn’t notice.
If I’ve got the
Maths and Science
Right.
And if I adopt
A bit of poetic license
Here and there,
That would mean
I’ve already met 3
Different
Versions of you.
I suppose you’ve met
3 different versions
Of me too.
Personally,
I don’t think I
Have changed much.
Maybe you disagree?
You, on the other
Hand,
Well, that’s a
Completely different
Story.
I feel like
I don’t know
You anymore.
I’d like to blame
That all on Science,
To use the facts to
Explain it all away.
I wish I could say
He isn’t the very same him
That I met.
But where does that
Leave me?
Should I
Leave you?
Maybe I should try
To get to know the new you,
The real you,
The only you?
Should I try
To love that you?
After 21 untraceable years,
That seems impossible.
But I will try.
Even though we have grown apart,
Our cells have aged,
And died,
And been reborn,
And have grown.
This third you,
That I’m sure I
Don’t know,
Seems unknowable now,
Because I let
Too much time
Pass.
I allowed
Too much change
To come between us.
This third thing,
What do I call it?
Is it…
An absence,
Or a loss,
Or a strange,
New addition?
Whatever it is
Has forced us apart.
Another 7 years
Would be torture,
I’m sure.
I just want the
Old you back.
I bet you’d like
The old me back, too.